life isn't beautiful as it was....

hello people...
ok again still not sleepy..still frustrated..still feelin terribly shocked..

i know im not okay..
i know im in my own world
people doesnt care..
yes i repeat it again they dont even care!
because
they never had that same kind of feelin'
some people make my life become worst day by day...
when you aren't there, i fell like im losing
but when you are there,it doesnt feel like i want you..freaking annoyed.
empty.doesnt make sense at all..
do i make the right decision or could be a mistake?
should mylife always evolve around you??till when..

ok enough..i just hate being myself.mylife and my faith..
then, a good life is the main argument..is it?
i think God just really want to tease on me..or really wanna make me realized that i just being too much and ungrateful.no wonder He gave me these kind of life results..
or maybe the good life is inspired by love and guided by knowledge..it need to be balance.which i don't even have both..


"Love life and life will love you back. Love people and they will love you back"




misery bell
thank you for listening...